Inside Out

Never leave pursuing your hobby!!

9:41 AM

I have joined School again!!!

2:17 AM

School days-the treasure for the lifetime. How do you feel when you get to enjoy the time again?

Memories of my initial days in school are faint, life has become so busy and fast that few things are forgotten. I still remember all my friends and teachers in secondary school but primary school's are dim in a corner of my brain.

Thanks to my daughter for helping me regain all those sweet memories. It took all my patience to take her off bed and then wake her up. She need some time in my lap and then she prefers to have bird's view, her best toy etc. before going to the bathroom. Chirping birds take all her dizziness and then she is all set to take a bath.

A thought comes daily in my mind- How my Mumma used to do all this? I have only one kid even then sometimes I am all baffled but she had four. Convincing her to wear the dress I have choesen for her is another tedious task. My two and a half years old daughter is having better dressing sense than the icons in the Fashion World. "Mumma, I won't wear Jeans, I want my stockings and frock."
I have to bear all her tantrums and this raise patience in me. :)

Then it is time for breakfast- O God!! Now she wants to talk, dance, tell me a story or hell anything but she doesn't want to eat. I have to run behind her, take her attention to soemthing else so that I can put the spoon inside her mouth by trick. She eats at her own speed as she don't know the pace of the world.

Giving her in hands of teacher is really a hard moment. I know its important and it is for her good only but still a strange feeling of insecurity and fear surrounds me.

Saying good bye to her, sometime happily sometime leaving her crying in her teacher's lap I quietely hide behind and then see from the window of classroom to ensure that she is not crying. Taking her after her off to home is the best part when she comes out with all the smiling face and new stories in her mind.

During all these moments, I miss you mumma and I remember and imagine how you must have sent me to school.

Kids' innocent face just remove all the tension of the adult's world. No matter how is my mood but a sweet smile on her face bring a one to mine. That smile is so contagious and natural that it melts all hearts.

die of extreme low temperature

Hats Off to Indian Soldiers guarding Siachen Glacier

12:05 AM

"QUARTERED IN SNOW, SILENT TO REMAIN,

WHEN THE BUGLE CALLS, THEY SHALL RISE AND

MARCH AGAIN."

I have just ordered a coffee as I am feeling cold sitting in my office in New Delhi with temperature 20 degrees celsius.

As per the website http://www.medicaldaily.com/breaking-point-how-cold-can-live-human-body-get-357418, the lowest temperature that a human body can survive is 13.22 degrees celsius.

Do you know the temperature of Siachen glacier???

It's -50 to -60 degrees celsius round the year. I am sitting in my office and bitching for my government, they don't clean the garbage. MCD is not paying to their employee and the CM of my city is in Banglore.

AND THESE STUPID FELLOWS (SOLDIERS OF MY COUNTRY), THEY DON'T HAVE ANY JOB TO DO. THEY CHOOSE ARMY AS THEIR CAREER. THEY COULD BE ENGINEERS, DOCTORS, TEACHERS, POLITICIANS- BUT NO, THEY DON'T HAVE BRAIN.

These soldiers are bearing the extreme cold to guard us-all the teachers, doctors, politician and hell every single citizen of India. Siachen is the highest and the extreme active war zone since 1984. They say more than 8000 brave lives have been lost by India since 1984 and that all because of avalanche, frostbites, heart attacks.

What if Pakistan had not claim the stake on the portion of this barren land in 1983? What if Pakistan and India both could agree that they don’t need any demarcation of this territory? Why could not they both agree that they would not use the land for trade?

(1) Subedar Nagesha TT r/o vill Tejur, Hassan Dist, Karnataka.

(2) Havildar Elumalai M r/o vill Dukkam Parai, Vellore Dist, Tamil Nadu.

(3) Lance Havildar S Kumar r/o vill Kumanan Thozhu, Teni Dist, Tamil Nadu.

(4) Lance Naik Sudheesh B r/o vill Monroethuruth, Kollam Dist, Kerala.

(5) Lance Naik Hanamanthappa Koppad r/o vill Betadur , Dharwad Dist, Karnataka.

(6) Sepoy Mahesha PN r/o vill HD Kote, Mysore Dist, Karnataka.

(7) Sepoy Ganesan G r/o village Chokkathevan Patti, Madurai Dist, Tamil Nadu.

(8) Sepoy Rama Moorthy N r/o vill Gudisatana Palli , Krishna Giri Dist, Tamil Nadu.

(9) Sep Mustaq Ahmed S r/o vill Parnapalle, Kurnool Dist, Andhra Pradesh.

(10) Sepoy Nursing Assistant Suryawanshi SV r/o village Maskarwadi, Satara Dist, Maharashtra

I salute from bottom my heart to these 10 divine souls and the mothers who gave birth to these brave hearts.

Jai Hind.

My First Book Launched

3:55 AM

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Yes, I am a working mother and I am proud of it

3:18 AM

Should I leave job? Am I not taking care of my daughter/son? Am I an irresponsible mother? A working lady is always asking these questions to herself as sometimes, the whole world is standing on the other side and trying to prove that she is doing injustice to her family and especially to her child.

Those who understand the value and views of a working lady, always appreciate the way she handles the challenges she daily face. Doing household chores, keeping in mind all those small details of everyone’s likings and ensuring security of home when she leaves for the office, she is going for the family. Facing idiot faces in public transport, running behind buses and fighting for small money-she is not doing for her. Working tirelessly in office and sometime even getting scolds from boss, she still ensures that she enters the home with a smile and cool mind. She keeps calling at home for kids, their lunch, their home work and their security. She go to the office even when she fell ill as she knows she need to keep spare leaves for kids/husband/family at the time of need. She earns pretty well but still never spend money for her as she want to save it for the family.

Some have other views- She is thinking for her own only. Her career and her job is her main priority and she is not thinking for the family at all. She does not care for her husband and even her kids-what an insensitive lady she is!!! Money is her first and last priority, she is an emotionless lady. Her husband is earning well and what is the need of her going out for that meager amount. Some even has better version-She go out as she cannot sit at home. Staying at home and looking for every need of family is more challenging than leaving everything at maid/family for money. She earn meager amount and in lieu of that she made whole family a servant and even then she has that extra attitude.

Whatever it is, whoever views it is- I know only one thing; Do what you think is right. This is your life lady, live it the way you want. Care for everyone-family, husband and kids but never stop living. Unless you are happy and content, you cannot make someone. It is you and only you who have right to decide your way of living. Sometime you need to compromise, at times you need to hide your wishes and you need to hold your dreams but never let them die.

A lion always walk behind by few steps to take a long jump/run. You may walk behind for a clear vision but never stay behind.